Love Lost!
"Not so long ago, I once cared for someone so much. I cared for that person to the extent that I forgot who I am, what I want and what my real priorities are. I felt like I was being molded by him into someone who I am not, and I let him do that to me just to please him in front of his families and friends. I even spent beyond my budget just to empress that person with something every time we meet, every monthsary and every time I go to their house or office. I would even borrow money to my parents, friends or to my officemates just to see and be with that person. I turned down a promotion, a chance to have a higher salary and the opportunity to have and build new life in Makati so that we wouldn’t be far from each other. I made my self-available every time he & his friends wants me to go with them to their night outs. I turn down a suitor who offered to support my tuition fees in Ateneo, just to be/prove that I was loyal to him and to our relationship. I practically did everything for that person only for one reason and that is, I love him so much. I was content and happy (“I thought I was”) with the set-up until one day he told me that he does not love me anymore. I was caught off guard, I did not know what to say, do of even what to feel I was numb for a minute or two. Tears fell from my eyes and all I did was to cry while watching him leave.
I thought I was happy with that situation, I guess I was just too desperate to let everybody know that I was happy, that I was being loved and that I was in a relationship. That truth is I’m much happier now than I was with my Ex, now I can do what I really want to do like go to a movie house, stay up later watch 5 DVD’s in a row, buy my self something that makes me feel light/ happy. I just wish I can say that it was all worth it"
(this story is a confession of a close friend and I decided to make an entry on my blog out of it, consider it as a pilot topic! "Love Lost")
It’s true when they say that love is not blind but makes you the dumbest person in world no matter what degree you attained in college or what station you are in life you will be fooled by someone who pretentiously loves you, but dont think that it was just another "love lost" experience because its a stage in life where you’ll learn a lot of things and it will help you be strong and be better person. Cry if you must but do not over do it, cry because you were hurt do not cry over the person because his/shes not worth a tears. Love like you’ve never been hurt!
